Butterfly kisses...

Alrighty then. I have wireless internet again, so everything's good. Of course, I have a few things to talk about....

So yesterday, (Sunday), I blogged, but I didn't get to talk about how the rest of the day went.

Jay texted me in the afternoon and since he wasn't doing anything and I wasn't doing anything...I invited him to come over to my mom's for a bit. He agreed....but he had to brush his teeth and such because he'd accidentally swallowed chew spit....yuck...

So when he showed up, I was watching The Golden Compass in my room and was pretending to do some homework. He sat on the couch in the living room for a bit before we went into my room. We watched a little bit of the movie I had on until I changed it to Just Friends. My mom had sent my brother into the bedroom to keep an eye on us. *rolls eyes* How retarded. She acts like we we're gonna have sex or something every time we're alone.

So I was like, totally freezing the entire time, and I have no idea why; it wasn't even that cold!! Jay sat on my bed and eventually layed back. I cuddled up to him a little bit and at one point, we held hands under the blanket. I love it when he holds my hand/s...

The whole time, I was thinking about kissing him, but my brother was there and my mom or Ashley or Luke could've walked in at any moment. When he had to leave, I walked him outside to his truck and we messed around a little before I let him go.

When I got back inside, Ashley goes, "Are you tryin' to give your mother a heart attack?"

I never figured out what she meant by that or what had happened while I was outside... But I went into the kitchen and made a sandwich. My mom sat down at the dinner table...and about two seconds later, she let out this incredible war cry and fell flat on her ass. The chair had broken and she was left on the floor, laughing right along with the rest of us. It was sooo amazing!!

My dad called me shortly after that and gave me crap about not calling him or texting him at all. He said that he was gonna be pissed if Jay started to take up all of my time. I decided not to tell him that Jay had just been over at my mom's...

Then, my mom talked to me and I told her about how stupid Dad was acting. She started getting all sappy on me. I understand that my parents don't want me to grow up. I know that they don't want to be replaced...but they need to understand that I could never replace them. Just because Jay and I are together doesn't mean that I have to take love away from my parents and give it to him; I've simply made Jay his own love and created a new spot in my heart for him to have. I explained that to my mom and she seemed to get it...

So later that night, Jay texted me and we talked about the whole kissing thing again. I told him that I was thinking about it earlier that night, and I found out that he'd planned to do it too. My stupid brother screwed it all up!! But we decided that our first kiss had to be in private. In talking about all this, we actually made plans for our first kiss. Today, I didn't go to my seventh hour and instead, Jay and I went to my dad's. At first, we were gonna go to my mom's but my brother was home sick and Ashley was on her way home. Then, we went to his house to see if anyone was home, and we weren't able to go there either. Finally, I suggested my dad's house. He was working in Denver all day, so I knew we would be alone.

When we got there, I realized that I didn't have my key and the spare wasn't in the garage like it should've been. So we ended up sitting in the garage. We messed around and he held me and I played with his hair and he tickled me with his facial hair. AND he stole my virginity...not literally. He stole my Purity ring and was wearing it on his pinky. Ha, it was fun.

Oh oh oh!! So, I told him that I knew how I could get him to kiss me, and today, I didn't do it so much as tell him what my secret weapon was. I'd been complaining all day and little bit last night about how my whole body was sore. In truth, it wasn't. I was just setting it up for today.

I had planned to be like, "Jay, my lips hurt really bad. Do you think you could kiss them better for me?" I told him about this and he admitted that it was a clever one...

When it was time to go, I had stolen his hat and was leaning against the front of his truck. He kept calling me to him, but he ended up coming to me instead. He'd pretended to threaten me and said that he wouldn't give me a kiss. At first, I thought he said that he wouldn't give me any kids... Which is bullshit because I know he wants them someday... Anyway, I pouted at him because he said he wouldn't kiss me... but when he came over to me, he held his arms out and I mimicked him... When I finally stepped into his embrace, he kissed me...

Now, it was a little awkward, but only because I didn't know what to do. It was my first kiss!! I was so nervous, but I wouldn't trade it for anything... It was like a peck, but it was a little longer than your normal peck... After that, I hid my face in his chest a little bit. He admitted that he's not very good at kissing, but I told him that I didn't care. He's better than me anyway...

So we left and made it back to school. I loved spending that time with him so much...

When he pulled into the senior parking lot, we saw Marie and Erin sitting outside on the grass. Jay acted like he was gonna run them over, but he just drove up on the curb a little before going to park. He still had my ring and when we went inside, and Cassie beat him up until he gave it back to me. It was kinda funny... >.>

He ended up keeping my ring until after school. Before I had to rehearse for Chamber choir, I took his keys and we walked to his car. While we were outside, I kissed him on the cheek. I also made him fight a little bit to get his keys back.... That was fun as well. :)

He told me to call him anytime that I wanted to hang out over Thanksgiving break. I told him that he shouldn't tell me that because then I'll be calling him ALL the time...but he said he wouldn't mind. :)))))) That boy is too perfect. No, not TOO perfect, but perfect for me, nontheless...

Anyway, I haven't heard from him tonight yet, but I have heard from Cassie. She and Kansas are still dancing around the thought of breaking up. Cassie will do almost anything to keep him, but I know for a fact that he wouldn't return the favor. I think he's just waiting for her to break up with him so he doesn't seem like the bad guy. Either way, things are NOT going to end well for either of them...

So anyway, I get to miss my fourth block tomorrow so I can go over to West to sing with their Pegasus (sp?) choir. I'll have to remember to tell Jay...

Ttyl!!