He can't be real. It couldn't have been real. He seemed far too perfect. I forgot until a few minutes ago just how incredible he made me feel. I wish.... I wish for things I can't have. I wish that it was real; that it did happen. But no, I know it didn't. There's no way I could be that lucky so soon in life... I think... Mmm...but still...
The night of September 19th to the morning of September 20th consisted of the happiest moments of my life, (so far...), and every single bit of it was genuine...at least on my end. When I look back, I can't believe it! But the proof is right there for me to see...
I can't say anything else except that I wish I could go back and harness the...I don't know...emotion, I suppose, of those few moments. I would give almost anything...
Well....we'll see.
Elle had me read my horoscope today (Aries) and it talked about a bunch of crap I don't remember...except for the Monthly forcast...it said that on the 21st of this month....well it made me slightly curious, even though I don't believe in those things. However, they have been strangely right more than once, so it makes me wonder....hmm...
Things will be overtly interesting from now on...
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