So far, so good...

Alright. So I'll just jump right into it...

When I talked to Jay last night, we discussed a few things:

1) He asked what I would be doing today after school... I said I didn't have any plans and he said he was wondering if I wanted to hang out. I agreed and he felt he needed to assure me that he's not clingy, but that he felt the need to be around me a lot. I don't mind it at all, and I think he knows that.

2) We talked about the future a little bit. Like when he goes to the Navy, he'll be writing me letters all the time and he'll call me whenever he can. This is also fine with me because 1: I like letters, and 2: I love that he'll be thinking about me enough to write me letters all the time...

3) We discussed our first kiss a little bit. I felt like he did all the work, and I was a little grateful for that because I had no idea what I was doing. (Side note: Somewhere deep inside of me, I think I've always known that I would like a man that takes charge. Not with everything, of course...but...it's hard to explain. I'm not like a submissive or anything...) He insisted that he hadn't done all the work...but eventually, he gave in. He also pointed out that all he did was get what he wanted really bad and he also gave me what I wanted badly. I still felt like I should thank him, and I did. He's been so great to me, and I've tried to return the favor. He also said that he considered me to be his first kiss...so we were both just as nervous... He just has more cajones then me. :) At least that's what I say... We also talked about practicing. When we have the time to be alone...I'm sure we'll be able to develop some techniques of our own... Ha, totally kidding!!! >.>

4) We talked briefly about me promising to go to the movies with Jeffery tomorrow. I want to see Madagascar 2...but I don't want to go with a bunch of people that I don't know, seeing as Jeffery's inviting all of his friends from his school... But...he's been begging me to go to a movie or something for months, now...and I feel like I have to keep him happy...even just a little bit...

5) Then Jay gave me a quote...that I would rather keep private. It's not like him and I are the only ones who've read it or heard it, but it's still something I'd like to keep between Jay and I. He said that it's his favorite quote of all time and that he wanted to share it with the person who meant something to him... Let's just say that it meant so much to me...that I told him I love him. That's the first time I've ever said it flat out... And I meant it. I made sure I meant it. Then he said, "I love you too, with all that I have." And I believe him entirely...

6) And then he asked me what my plans were for Thanksgiving break...and I told him that I'll only get to see my dad on Thursday and that my mom and I might do some Black Friday shopping. He said, "Well when you are free, hit me up for some quality time!" He better believe that I will... >.>

7) In talking about Black Friday, I mentioned that I wanted to get some new pants...and we got to talking about how Jay only wears shorts. I, being the worried girlfriend, told him that if he got sick during the winter, then I would hit him. He gave me full permission to do so, but then said he didn't think that I really would hit him. I insisted that I would, and he said that I would just love on him and comfort him to try and make it all better...which is true...but that doesn't mean I wouldn't hit him!!! When I suggested that he get some jogging sweats...but he told me that he can't have things around his calves...which is understandable, since I can't go very long without my ring on my finger...

8) Next, we talked about my singing. He said that he'd like to hear me sing more often, but I told him that I was really shy and that he would just have to catch me in the act... He asked if I had any concerts coming up, and I told him that I did. He said he'll try to go to one if not both of them.

Randomly... : Alex texted me and said:
*SUPER MOO-LICK!*
*Slap!!*

That was really funny to me because it was to freakin' random!!

Then Jay had to go to bed...

Today, we had first hour together. He sat one person away from me rather than in his usual spot, which is farther away. We were all working on our lab and I had wheeled behind him to see how he was writing his code because I couldn't figure it out, and he's usually the first one done with the labs. Mr. Brotherton walked by and told me to go back to my seat and to stop flirting, to which I said, "I'm not flirting! I don't have to..." and then after a couple seconds, I said, "We're already past that stage..." and everyone thought that was hilarious. Whatever. I was just telling the truth...

During lunch, he came and sat on my lap...and then ate his lunch while I sat on the counter...and Steph humped me...and then he went to play on the keyboard. I followed soon after and we messed around a little bit. When I was getting ready to go to class, Gloria had some frosting on the side of her mouth or something and Jay goes, "You have some white stuff on the side of your mouth." Then Gloria went, "You wanna lick it off?" I wasn't even paying attention, but somehow I heard what was happening. Jay said, "I don't think I can..." and he gestured to me. Then Gloria looked at me and said, "Do YOU wanna lick it off?" And that's when I officially zoned back in on he room and I said, "...No...?...I don't think I can..." and then I gestured back at Jay. I don't think Gloria got it, but whatever.

So, Jay and I were supposed to hang out after school. I was supposed to go to West to sing and he would pick me up there after school...but my trip to West was canceled due to a pep rally. So I had to go to math, (bleh!!), and after school, I was able to catch Jay before he left. As it turned out, he had to go to work in less than an hour, so we couldn't really hang out. Instead, we drove around a bit and when he was taking me back to my mom's, he held my hand and was able to drive his stick-shift with one hand. He's quite the manly man, my boyfriend. :P So when we got to my mom's, we hugged and he rubbed my back a bit. He knows how much I hate being away from him for long-ish periods of time. I stole a piece of his gum and then kissed him...on the cheek...again...>.> He went, "Awwwwww" and hugged me again. When I tried to slide out of his truck, he held on to my hand....but I finally got out and closed the door...and he drove to work...

He's still working but I'm sure I'll hear from him later tonight... Sooo I'm done blogging for now...

Oh yes, and...well...nevermind. I'm not going to talk about that... Not now, anyway...